We tried Green Rocks, but it was a little out of our capabilities so we ended up at Hairpin. Old Pueblo readers - if you climb, Hairpin is a real treat. We had several 5.8s-5.9s to chose from and the rock was close enough to the highway to be convenient, but far enough away that we didn't hear much car noise.
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| Picking out the rock |
S&P were kind enough to lead the walls, set anchors and let us top rope. I think we did 6 routes on this day. Again, I freaked on the 5.8 and did well on everything after that. According to S, I just need to jump right to 5.9's.
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| Climbing is a very serious sport and don't let anyone tell you otherwise! |
L was able to do another lead climb!
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| Me looking up at L |
The truth is, I'm terrified of heights. I had the same problem (still do!), when I started skiing. I can't shake the paralyzing fear. It's not about making a wrong move and slipping, it's just this irrational "oh shit..." that sneaks in whenever I look down and process the distance between myself and the ground. Fortunately, I recognize what it is and I'm learning that my new process is 1) get to height. 2) freak out. 3) cry. 4) get to solid ground, take lots of deep breaths and focus on the ground. 5) Keep breathing to try to relax the knots in my core. 6) begin to feel better. 7) realize I CAN do whatever it is I'm trying to do. 8) get back up and try again. 9-many more times) Success!!! My issue is not lack of skill and technical ability, so once I calm the flight-instinct I can generally remind myself that I'm ok, and pick up and carry on.
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| Me on a 5.9 |
L said it shows I have tremendous character and he was really proud of me for not letting my fears get in the way of things I want to do. (this is hands down one of the most touching compliments he's ever given me. I got all verklempt.) S echoed what he said and commented that she was really impressed at how willing I am to keep trying things, even if I find them scary. I'm still undecided as to whether I have character or I'm just stubborn, but I'll take the compliments either way.
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